BLAHS~

2011-11-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

Oops haha I realised I talked about this in the previous slide already. Nevermind, this is for details :D

2011-11-14T20:59:00.005+08:00

Hello :)

OP is tomorrow. Trying to memorise my script cause there were some last minute changes, but I'll just stop by here for a short while.

It was so embarassing last Friday. Cause I was really stressed up + tired (I didnt sleep a wink on Thursday cause we had to prepare the new slides, rewrite the speech and memorise it by Friday) + scared of my super-duper-domineering-and-fierce-but-at-the-same-time-loveable-and-adorable-at-times PW teacher, so I cried. I know, I know. It's fucking embarassing. I seriously hate crying infront of people cause I don't like showing people my vulnerable side. though I look vulnerable enough already. Anyways. I cried cause i was so super stressed up, and my PW teacher was really angry at that time cause another member did not memorise his script properly, so he chased him home. Even though that morning I memorised my script already, i fell asleep a few times, plus I was really scared and tired, and the absence of cue-cards made me feel so insecure, so I couldn't remember the script anymore. Although I stumbled throughout my presentation, I still completed it. But I took 7 minutes, too long for the limit of 5 minutes, and when he read my script aloud, it only took him 4 minutes at a comfortable pace, so he asked me the reason I took 3 minutes loonger than supposed too. I was already swallowing my tears for about two hours, so when I opened my mouth to say "I don't know, my mind will just go blank when I stand here", my tears came out. Shit. I wanted to slap myself seriously. But I couldn't. haha, cause I hate being slapped. The two teachers were freaking shocked. Okay, everyone was shocked. I really hate it. In the end, my teachers said they would help me out, which made me really guilty and stuff cause the last thing I ever want to do is rely on people. I want to be independent and depend on myself, so when I have to be reliant on people, I don't feel at ease. Anyways, I told my friends and they told me to practice more. I did. And I realised, I could do it. Today, my PW teacher even clapped for me. I feel that my hard (?) work really paid off.. So I really really hopr that I won't screw up tomorrow.

Anywayssssssss.. I really really like my PW teacher. As in not that kind of like. As in I think he's really admirable. He's so smart seriously, and his English is so good, and his mind turns very quickly. Idk. He's that kind of teacher where you can befriend with, but at the same time you can't step on his toes. Idk how to describe. It's the first time I met a teacher like him. but one thing's for sure - He really is genuinely concerned about the welfare of his students.

Anyways, enough of PW.

Now, my Taiwan trip!~

It was purely a shopping trip, and it has - gladly - fulfilled its purpose!! Bought many stuff at great deals!!! :D But after thinking about it, if you include the air fare and hotel fare and average it out, it'll be around the same price as buying them in Singapore. So I guess it's also for the experience? haha, not like I never rode a plane before, but, whatever. The more the merrier, right? ANYWAY, Taiwan has WAY more nice clothes than Singapore, so it was worth it too~!!

Go my facebook to see the photos ;)

2011-11-11T19:12:00.003+08:00

Pent up emotions finally exploded into streams of tears.
Eyes stinging cause I didn't sleep a wink last night. PW has officially made me feel like I'm a useless person that is of no use.

I can't write a proper script
I can't do a proper presentation
I can't hold my tears infront of people
I can't contribute to group work
I can't I can't I can't. Can't everything anything.

I'm so lousy. I wanna just scream my lungs out.
WHY AM I PERFECTLY IMPERFECT?! HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT?!!?!!!!!!!!

2011-11-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

I scrapped plans to go to Korea and went to Taiwan instead, but before I go into the details of my super-extremely-duper-brilliant trip to Taiwan, please let me rant.

I hate PW. Seriously. It's like the suckiest part of JC life. As if cramming so so much academic stuff into our brain in two years isn't enough. I know it'll end soon, but the wait is driving me crazy. I thought it would be fine, but it's not at all. Our teacher wanted us to completely change our presentation at the very last minute, and not only did I caused my group to rush through the slides (Because i went overseas so we couldn't discuss on our new idea, and just decided to stick to our old one. But our teacher told us to change it at the last minute, and asked us to memorise our 5 MINUTE SCRIPT in less than 12 hours. Including sleeping time, time to correct the slides, and eating time.) It's crazy shit. I know he wants us to do well and everything, but the pressure and responsibilities are squeezing the air out of me. And right now, I want to change my slides, but I don't know what my teacher wants. I don't know what to do. Idk, but I have a feeling my group members hate me. You know girls' intuition are always very accurate. There's no reason or supporting evidence etc., I just feel that I'm that hate-able. Argh.. So frustrated right now. With so many things on my mind: how to be more confident, how to be a good speaker, how to speak loudly and clearly, how to stop my mind from blanking out as soon as I stand infront of the crowd, why would my pw mates hate me, etc.., I'm really going mad. Idk what to do. I really sincerely truly want to give up. But how can I?? First and foremost, the project's not mine alone. If I give up I'll pull down the other members. Of course I'll pull myself down too. And it's gonna end, so I don't really like the idea of giving up halfway, and especially this is not even halfway, it's like 9/10th way?! And plus it's constitutes the actual A level scores, so unless I want to sweep the floors or serve customers at McDonalds for the rest of my life, I really have no other choice but to continue.

I really want to regret taking this path, but I know I'll regret it if I dont take this path. Idk how to describe this. I know it's for me, and I know I can do it, but it's really tiring me out. How I wish there's someone to stay by me to listen to me rant, to let my tears soak his/her shirt, to hug me tightly to give me strength to continue on with a smile, even if it's a forced one. I don't mean I'm bisexual p.s.. Just a random person whom I can rely on. At least I wouldn't feel so tired. Cause right now, it's really quite obvious I've no one to turn to other than this dead blog. but I'm glad it's dead. At least I can type whatever I want and no one will see it cause people only check Facebook and Twitter/Tumblr whatever these days. Okay stop it I'm digressing too much. Back to work.

Just hope that someone will be able to understand.. #justsaying

2011-08-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

hello. I'm back for good news :D

I. WILL. BE. GOING. KOREA. AT. THE. END. OF. THIS. YEAR.

YESSSSSSSS YAYYYYYY WHOOHOOOOOOOOO <3<3<3<3~~~~ :DDDDDD

Supahhhh happy! :D

I'll be going for 7 days!! and taking Singapore Airlines!!! Yesssss! And I'll see snow for the first time! Cos we're going skiiingggggg!!! <3
Also, it'll be in Dec which is like the coldest time of the year and i'll most prolly freeze to death or something but i dont mind cause omigosh it's korea can u believe it?! I thought i wouldnt have a chance to go Korea at all in my life!!

Omggggggggggg though it's in a tour im gonna make the best out of it, just gonna try to speak as much korean, eat as much korean food, idk idk idk just everythingggggggggggggg ahhh omgosh so excited!!!

I really really hope that it'll be a good and happy trip!!! fighting fighting fighting!!!!

2011-08-19T00:56:00.002+08:00

I really hate myself.
I suck and the teacher knows I suck.
Idk how to cope with this life. I should have taken this seriously from the start. Now regrets or tears can't change anything. Yeap. So I should watch as my jc life crumbles while I waste a year. Poly's not good either. I heard it's like many pws? I DONT EVER WANT TO GO TO A PLACE WITH PW. Why must there be so many requirements? Why don't i understand how to fulfil the requirements even after so much explanation? It's so tiring. My life is tiring. I wanna change, stop all these. But other routes? NONE. Jc has pw so no way. Poly has pw so no way. where else can i go?!
BITCH. can't you just grit your teeth and push on? Didn't you always say that hard work pays off? Yah, but the problem now is hard work is seriously useless. I'm at such a loss. My EoM is so so so screwed, but idk how to improve on it at all. I'm so gonna flunk my pw, flunk my A's, not get into Uni, then go somewhere else to study more, and waste more time, and by the time I graduate from somewhere that is enough to get me a job, everyone would already be enjoying their golden years of their life, or are at their peak, and i'll be? Regretting.
STOP. stop all these stupid nonsense. u can't stop now. No matter what, just charge forward. Wasn't that what you asked Wan Ting to do? Just close your eyes and charge forward. The storm will be over. You may get wet, but it'll be over.
FIGHTING RUI YING. JIA YOU. PUSH ON OKAY? REMEMBER NO PAIN, NO GAIN. YOU'RE GONNA BENEFIT FROM IT.

Now. Wipe your face and get going with your EoM. You wanna sleep early right? Smile okay!

2011-03-15T17:06:00.003+08:00

Heyyy! I'm back! :D

I've actually nothing much to blog about.. So I'll just be crapping about my life throughout.

Last year was a very very fast year. It was over in a blink. It was pretty much just studying, slacking, then angry at myself for slacking, then studying again. I remember many first times last year. The first time I cooked proper dinners for the family, first time I studied and studied, first time I cut myself with a knife (it was an accident, obviously), first time I took my O's, first time I got a job....

I got back my results on 10th Jan, was it? L1R5 : 12. L1R4: 9. I kept crying when I got back my results. I wasn't expecting much. To be honest, I calculated my points while waiting for the results and I got 24. So I was actually quite ready to flunk. But when I got the results. It wasn't what I expected, but it wasn't really what I wanted either. It's not a very good result. it wasn't very bad either. I hate this kind of feeling. When something's in the middle. You don't hate it, but you don't like it either. Idk how to describe it. Hahaha. But anywayyyy. I'm over it, I'm surviving now, and I'm happy :D

I got my posting results on 27th Jan. I got into CJC. It was my aunt's JC. I think she was pretty disappointed when she knew. Cause she was overseas at that time (she's always overseas), and she didn't reply my email.. Sighs. I know I could do better. I always knew it. Since primary school, secondary school, and now, JC. I always told myself I could do better, but I didn't. I always didnt.. I hate it. I hate telling myself that I should do something, and in the end I do nothing about it. Why am I like that? I hate it. I've no discipline at all. Sighs, anything....

What should I talk about now?? Me cooking dinner? cause mum was busy (she had two jobs during the 2nd semester), so I had to help her out. It made me realise that I've to be very busy before I'll work hard. Cause when I had to cook dinner, most of my time was used up, so I treasured the time I had for studying more. Next. Cutting myself? I remember I was slicing lotus root at that time. Damn! It was hard to slice! i tried to act smart by slicing it horizontally, but my finger was over there, and the chopper (YES. CHOPPER.) slipped and I got cut. Traumatizing. (Random note: OMG I JUST REALISED THAT THIS THINGY WILL AUTO UNDERLINE MY SPELLING ERRORS IN RED. HAHA!! COOL!) For a while I didn't dare to touch that chopper since then. The thought of it makes my toes curl.. I've a faint scar on my left index finger now :/ But whatever. I'll treat it as a lesson learnt! :D

Next! About the job! I got it during the hols after my O's. Wendy's aunt intro-ed it to us. It was a pasting sticker job for a Korean company. YES. A 100% FROM KOREA COMPANY. It's super cool. I enjoyed the few days. THough it was tiring cause we needed to wake up early, and needed to meet the deadlines, I still enjoyed the times. Cause we could talk and laugh and dance at the warehouse as our boss wouldn't be there. :D But we'll still get the job done on time! :D

About my life now.......
I think it's great. I think I've really changed a lot. Cause I realised that I'm the one deciding if I want to be happy or not. Like a quote I saw on fb "Be a person with great smile, be happy and merry all the while; When things go wrong don't be blue. Just smile and say: "I will get this through." I'm gonna be a person like that. I'm gonna smile through everything. I like being happy. I like smiling. That's what changed my perspective of life. I love life now. Cause I'm happy. :D
Or maybe it's cause of SHINee, SS501, Suju that I learnt to be happier. Cause they're sooooo funny! When I watch their vids, I just cant stop laughing. And perhaps they have taught me to smile, to laugh. I'm serious. So now I'm on the verge of being a crazy woman. Cause I'm just sooooooooo happy! :D

I never ever expected that I'll take Judo for a CCA. YES. LOL. I'm in Judo. I'm really quite surprised myself. I'm a very timid, soft-spoken and soft-hearted person, so Judo really doesn't suit me. but when I saw that it';s offered as a CCA, I was like "WOW. Judo? I like..". And here I am. The soft-hearted me. Learning how to toss people to win. Haha.

Okayyyy. So that's about it about my current life. :D See you!

2011-02-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

Omgggggggggg HELLO BLOGGGGG!!

I haven't visited you in more than a year already.. But not many people blog anymore.. No matter! I'll still update you when I feel like or when i'm free kay!!! :D:D:D:D

BTW I LOVE UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!

2010-01-03T20:36:00.008+08:00

This will be my final post this year. Hopefully.This will be about my Hong Kong trip (11th Dec to 13th Dec)
Loved the concert. The space for standing was bigger than in Taiwan. The people at the standing area in the Taiwan concert were packed like sardine. The one in Hong Kong had more space. We could run all over the place. And we met the SG TripleS there again!! So I could whole the LED board!! I held Kyu's LED board, because there was another SG Triple that liked Hyung Joon, so I let her carry his LED board. Anyway, no matter whose board I carry, I'll still be happy. :D My mum carried Hyun Joong's board. Haha. And the security guards were patroling about the place, making sure that no one takes pictures or videos. But there were too many people taking pics and vids and too little security guards, so it was rather ineffecient. So this time we got to take many many pics and vids! Omfg! So happy! But the pictures and videos were not taken very well, cause the lighting was too bright and wedk how to change the mode. So their faces are like white. But I could see their faces so clearly live!! Jung Min, Hyung Joon and Kyu looked at me know! Jung Min sang the song that Mr. Wong let us hear during chemistry. That cantonese song sung by that gay? While he was singing he looked at me!! :D And while Hyung Joon was singing Because I'm Stupid, during his solo, he stretched his hand towards me and sang. Of course he also looked at me. Hahaha! And Kyu looked at me many many times. Haha! Speaking about Kyu, I feel that I let him down. Cause during Hyung Joon's solo, I wanted to take a video of him, so I passed my LED board to my mum. But when I took back the LED board, I accidentally took Hyun Joong's one instead. So during the whole of Kyu's solo, I was waving Hyun Joong's LED board. And after that, whenever Kyu saw his LED board, he looked away. Omg.. I must have hurt him. He must have been thinking: Singaporeans can't differentiate between Hyun Joong and my name. I'm so sorry Kyu!! ):
I see Young Saeng in a different light after this concert.. He did a very rock performance during his solo. Haha. I love that side of him. Bad boy. Lmao.

Anyway here are the pictures (I'll only show the concert pictures. The rest are quite boring. Just pictures of drinks. Cause we went to Hong Kong just for the concert):

The tickets!! :D:D

Hyung Joon~ <3

JUNG Min~

KYU!!

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Btw that thing on my hand is a freebie from HK TripleS
HK TripleS gave us many many freebies. :D
But they are stuff like cards etc.

Omg why is this so blur.
At the concert.

See! There's so much space! I ran until my feet ached.

TA TA TA TA!!!

Sorry this is so blur. Baby's solo. At the end he kissed the dancer!! OMFG.
That bad, bad girl! Okay, I guess she and Hyung Joon are friends. Their just being professional. Being professional.

Kyu!!~

See? Their faces are all white.

Leader~ Hottie.
When they were singing Wan.Du.Kong, he looked at my mum!! But she got nervous and shook, so when she managed to compose herself, he looked away already. ):

Oh no Idk why is this so blur.

This is the clearest picture. Idk why the rest were so blur.

Okay, that's the end..

Btw, I tried to find the place that Wan Ting talked about which sold SS501 stuff, but throughout the whole journey, the only place I saw SS501 stuff was at the Asia World Expo, where the conert was held. I'm really very sorry, I couldn't buy the souvenirs..

2009-12-10T00:50:00.008+08:00

I wanted to do this later, but If I do this after the Hong Kong trip it would be very messy, so here are the pictures taken in Malaysia:

I kinda forgot the existence of a camara, so I didn't take as many pics.
It was my first time taking a plane to Malaysia, and also the first time the plane journey took less than an hour in my life. So when the pilot announced that we were landing, I was kinda taken aback. My parents also seemed rather surprised, so they asked me to ask one of the air stewards/stewardesses to confirm the fact. The dumb me really did.
Me: Umm excuse me, are we about to land?
Steward: Uhh, yah. 30 minutes.
Me: *shocked, pauses for 2 seconds* So fast?
Steward: Yah, 30 minutes.
Me: Orh, okay. Thank you.
I really don't know what's so funny about this conversation, or if my parents were just kidding. But I ended up being laughed at. The steward looked like he was about to burst into laughter, too. Arghhh. So annoying.
Anyway, we took an express train from KLIA (Kuala Lumpur International Airport) to the terminal, then walked to the LRT, or what looked like a LRT to our hotel. During this whole journey, my shoes really were killing me. It's really damn hard to walk in those shoes and, on top of that, they gave me blisters. :/
The worst part is that we walked afew big rounds around that hotel cum shopping mall before finding the hotel part of that building. Gosh. But it was all worth it. The suite was huge. Well, at least to me. The bed was really comfortable. And the free slippers too. The bathroom was like 3.5 times bigger than my house's toilet. But my house's toilet isn't very big, so it wasn't much, really. Then we went out to shop, before returning to the hotel for a tour around.

This picture was taken at the swimming pool place, before you walk up those steps and see the pool part of it. Btw bought new flipflops at that time already, and continued wearing it throughout our trip.

We took turns to look retarded.

We shopped and shopped. I mean WINDOW shopped in this context. There's really nothing much to shop in KL.. This is the second day's breakfast cafe. Rephrase: This is the cafe we had breakfast in on the second day. Yeeeeeeap.

Forgot to take a picture of it before I ate. This is my brother's breakfast anyway. Dk where mine went.

This is damn cool. I didn't know Jackie Chan Had a cafe.

See the people lying there? That's how you're supposed to dine in Jackie Chan's cafe. Damn cool right? But didn't go there. Just walked past. D:

Was bored.

We took this on the last day. Haha. I forgot the rest of the details on the second day. I think we just shopped. WINDOW shopped. Oh! And I think I went to an internet cafe right? haha.

Damn. My hair was messy. That's my new hairstyle. Soulmate, here it is. Happy? I very good right!

Initially, I ordered this. But it's really very spicy. So I exchanged it with my mum. :/

This is very very oily. But not bad.

Wasn't very good.. It's a far cry from the Small Dragen Buns (Xiao Long Baos) I had in Taiwan. The skin is not as elastic. But my brothers enjoyed it. They ordered 2 longs (as in chinese that long) of it.

This is also not as good as the one I had in Taiwan. Heh. But I had quite afew. Ate quite alot here. Cause I ordered alot, so couldn't waste.

Yes, I ordered this too.

This was my mum's. but she exchanged it with me. The chicken cutlet had bones. Damn sick right! I thought chicken cutlets have no bones! So annoying..

Me, seriously eating.

We visited this place like 3 times. Dk why my brother likes it so much. It's not like it's authentic. Seriously no offence. Just feel that if they want to eat Taiwanese cuisine? Taiwan Food? they should go to Taiwan.

The drink on the foreground is mine. Red Plum juice, I think it's called. Rephrase: I think it's called red blum juice. Plum. I mean. That tiny container can really contain alot of water! I had a hard time trying to finish the drink. Until I got all bloated!

Oops, forgot to turn. Sorry. Please turn your head instead. See this? It's a really good deal right!

But it's damn oily. Sorry it looks like this. I didn't eat them. But I did help in reducing the oil content. Heh.

This is also 1 Ringgit. Smells weird honestly. But my brother loved it. He ate two bowls.

Okay, that's all! Get ready for the Hong Kong pictures, where I'll be attending a concert~~ SS501's concert!! See you!! :D

2009-12-05T15:47:00.003+08:00

Hello!~ Finally back from Malaysia.. Actually came back on Wed.. But couldn't use the computer until today.. Didn't shop much though.. Only bought 2 sets of clothes and 2 pairs of shoes. Will put up the pictures some other day. Don't feel like putting them up today. Too lazy.

2009-11-29T01:54:00.001+08:00

Feeling so happy right now.. Just read something VERY VERY good. :D Just randoming. Wanna express my happiness. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

2009-11-29T01:04:00.003+08:00

Heys... Friday is the last day of school, for me. It supposedly had to be a good day. I guessed I supposed wrongly. Went Vivo for lunch with the usual clique. Were randomly discussing stuff, and heard something that apparently didn't come out very right. Of course, I can choose to believe that it's an accident. But no matter how much I try, I can't think of it as an accident, because it's really quite impossible. But I'm not blaming the person who told me, just that I find it very ridiculous that the subject person actually said such a thing. On one side, I found it so hilarious. But I guess my adrenal glands got too active, so adrenaline got the better of me. Soon, I found myself screaming in the fastfood restaurant. I didn't know I could do something like that. I just got more and more angry as I digested the fact, and got louder and louder as I got angry. I didn't really notice, but I think everyone was staring at me and there was a shushing sound behind me. Not very sure. Only know that my vision was unclear and I felt very giddy. Like when you're very very mad? Then found myself walking away. Luckily I was okay ater awhile. Maybe it was due to the high sugar level in my blood, so my islet of Langerhans decided to secrete insulin to convert my excess glucose to glycogen. Not very sure if my facts are correct, but whatever.
At night, my brother fell ill. He couldn't stop vomitting. Like literally. Even when he went to bed he was still puking. Like he laid down for awhile then somehow decided he needed to puke so called for my mum, but it was too late. He had to see the doctor, because he barfed until he became pale. Never saw that side of my active brother, so was really freaked out.
Luckily, he got better today. Even started to act normal. It's a good thing, cause today's my other brother's birthday, and we had to go and celebrate. Ate Thai food at Thai Express. Love Thai food, but can't take the spice.. Ordered a tom yam soup, stuffed chicken and soft shell crab with glass noodles. In the end the tom yam soup was too spicy, so I only managed to drink half and finish the prawns. I only ate two chicken drums cause one had been taken by the birthday boy. I managed to finish the glass noodles, but there were too many crabs, so I could only eat their legs. What a waste. :/ Shouldn't be so greedy next time..
After that went to cut my hair at SuperCuts. Crap. It's damn ex(to me), like 22 bucks(student price), and now my hair's a disaster. I asked the lady to trim my fringe a little shorter, in the end she used that dangerous thing to slice of 3/4 of it. Great. I like my hair though. It's... Different.
Hope my hair will grow fast! Must eat whatever that aids growth. FIGHTING!
Oh and btw, I will be going to Malaysia on Monday! Woohoo~~ Yay~~ Even though it's just next door, I'm still glad I can leave this country. COming back on the 3rd, I think. Oh! And I will be staying in a suite of a FIVE STAR hotel! Cool right?! Damn happy! But I'll be going to Hong Jong on the 11th to 13th for SS501's Persona Asian Tour concert!!! YAY!! Be jealous, all those SS501 fans! Haha! More excited about the Hong Kong trip. I My mum bought the standing tickets, so that means I'm gonna see them up close!! Not that it's a once-in-a-life-time thing for me. I mean, I get to see them up close all the time. Just wanna show off more to those fans that won't get to go.
Wait.. I shouldn't be too proud. Just watched the news saying that H1N1 has mutated.. I fear that I will die. Seriously. I don't want to die from a contagious disease which will torture me for a few months, or even years, before ending my life. I'd rather just get stabbed or crashed by a car. Oop, sorry, side-tracking too far. Anyway. Heard that Malaysia is very dangerous too. Wondering if I should get the vaccine. But read that people swell after the vaccine. But that was a few days ago. Hope my news is not updated, so the current news will be "VACCINE SAFE FOR ALL AGES". Keeping my fingers crossed!!
And last but not the least,
Happy Birthday CHIA RUI YANG!
Don't be so childish anymore, you're already 13! Just grow up and stop being so wilful, kay? Study hard!

2009-11-23T17:08:00.002+08:00

Came back from camp yesterday. Damn tired. Slept at 12 on the first day, and had duty on the next so only had 5 hours of sleep. On top of that, there wasn't enough space for me too lie down properly, so it was very uncomfortable. But I can't complain, cause Desiree and Jing Jie don't even have enough space to lie down at all. The second night, we had COH until 3am, and had to wake up at 6 the next day, so only had 3 hours of sleep. Therefore I was really tired and overslept(woke up at 10) today, so didn't go for Bio.. :/ I had 13 hours of sleep in total, but my eyes are still very tired.. So sad.. ):

2009-11-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

Hey!! There's something very important I need people to do!

http://mama.mnet.com/2009/AwardVote/AwardVoteForeign.asp

Go to this website and vote for SS501!! U R Man is a super super super nice song!! I can't vote cause I'm not allowed to spend the money. But it's only $3.50, so please vote!!

The instructions are here: http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/2009/11/vote-for-ss501-in-mama-oversea-award.html

It is really a very fantastic song!!

Thank you so very much if you really did vote!

Young Saengie's Birthday

2009-11-03T20:31:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Young Saengie oppa!!!~~
Best of luck for the Shang Hai Persona concert! Be happy!~

2009-10-27T15:15:00.005+08:00

Heys! Forgot to blog about Wendy's birthday celebration the day after I came back from Taiwan. Heh. Here are the pics.

Ww and Pavithra. We also took this ride, but only I remembered to use my camara. :D

Woah! Chio bus!

Camara shy chio bus!

Aiyah. Chio bus again.

One chio bu is missing. ):

Okay, all the chio bus are here. (:

Okay, it seems quite boring cause there's only chio bus. But we took almost all the rides together so couldn't help each other take. Whatever lah. These are the only pics are got, so we'll just have to make do with these, yeah?

Btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOO LAN (14th Oct) and WENDY (16th Oct)!!

2009-10-24T17:05:00.002+08:00

Watch this! At 0:31, the person just in between the words Kim Hyun Joong and Perfect (just below the red thingy) is me!! The one holding the green stick waving like a crazy person! Double S can see me so clearly from where they stand lah! So I wasn't dreaming, they DID look at me! Omigod I'm going crazy!!

2009-10-24T12:19:00.014+08:00

Hello! Came back from Taiwan on Monday night, 10.35pm. It was a great trip, thought this time have lesser pics. Cause busy shopping. Heh, sorry.

Coke in chinese. Haha.

Our dinner that day. The closest dish from the camara is escargots (?). French snails. Damn sick I think. But its cheap, $4.50 for 6. the dish furthest from the camara is pork chop. The yellow thing is omelette. Under the omelette is rice. Damn nice. The one in the middle is corn soup. Quite nice. The whole meal was very very very nice, but I couldn't finish, cause the plane made me feel queasy, and the 2-hour long trip from the airport to the hotel made me feel worse. Btw, this is not the hotel.. My hotel sucked.

Room number. Damn proud. Even though it's not 501, but at least it has a 5 and a 0 and a 1. So it's sufficient. :D We didn't ask for this room. It was allocated to us. I guess it's FATED. :D

Be jealous! Was flipping through the Trendy mag with Double S on the cover and saw this. :D

Breakfast the second day. Told u my hotel sucked. And the egg had mixed vegetable. How sick is that? -.-

Small variety of food. This is the only place to get food,

Other than here, which only has porridge and beverages.

Was bored. Watching tv so needed my specs. Yes, I'm blind.):

See that bear at the foreground? His name's Kyu. Not my Kyu Jongie, just that the bear reminds me of Kyu, so I named him Kyu. At first his name was baby, but I decided Kyu sounds better. Baby's kinda lame for a bear. I mean the name. Kyu's huge! Even though my mum also bought my brother a similar bear but bigger.

Lunch with Sg TripleS. Steamboat. But beside the steamboat there's a mini bbq pit to cook food too. Damn nice.

This is just 10% of what we had. But got too engrossed in eating until I forgot to took the others. Sorry :/

THE TICKETS. The stairway to meeting Double S.

Helped Sg Triples peel the sticky foil off the LED boards so that it can be less bright(too bright will result in the worsening of my Double S' eyesight). Thus had a chance to take a photo with baby's name. :D the smaller words are Singapore. Wanted to take with the other names, but I don't wanna appear too greeedy. Besides, their already mine. I mean the people themselves.

Sg TripleS also let me have a tattoo! They made it themselves and offered to help me stick one! Damn happy :D

Double S' new album. It's really great, trust me. Please support SS501 by not illegally downloading their songs and buying the original copy of the Rebirth album! Thank you very much!

Jung Min, Hyung Joon, Hyun Joong, Young Saeng, Kyu Jong
Can't recognise them right? Despite that, they still look so hot!
Btw, sorry KY! Yes, leader's the one in the middle.

Part of the queue.

Another part of the queue. But that's not all! Heard that 12,000 people went for their concert!! Some people at the standing area even had to move to the sitting area as there's not enough space! Resulted in people not having seats.

Yay~

The view from my seat. Didn't zoom. Quite close right! Damn happy :D
Perfect(Kim Hyun Joong's fan club) was sitting infront of us! And they kept giving us free gifts! Haha!

Abit blur. Had to secretly take it as they would confiscate our camara if we took any pics. Other people managed to take pics during the concert though. Dk how they did it.

The top two sticks were given by the people there. We had to use it when Young Saengie sang, cause his birthday was nearing. So he had special treatment. The other two were bought just outside the Taipei Arena. Wanted to get more Double S merchandise, but they were all sold out by the time we came. The only tent that was set up was to sell their albums and promote Rebirth(their new album), but we already had the albums, so couldn't buy anything.

Next day. Ate at Ding Tai Feng. Double S went to eat there too, though not at the same restaurant. The xiao long baos rocked! They were so good!! The skin of the baos were thick and elastic, and using chopsticks to pick them up won't break their skin! The soup inside was also very good!

Ate halfway then remembered to take a photo. Sorry. There were 10 at first. XP

Taipei 101 at the back. Heard it's the tallest building currently. It seems abit dark, but I couldn't on flash, if not it will turn out like

This.

My mum's dinner.

My dinner. This was really nice! Porkchop at the top, egg below. And it had a lot of sauce! This restaurant had free flow of rice, soup and drinks. But I ate too much rice and couldn't finish the sides. Damn sad. It was really good.. See the jelly thing around the top left hand corner? It's green tea flavour, really good.

What we ate for brunch on the last day. It's a Ramyun stall, and it's damn cool. See those red cards? We had to choose our menu outside the shop by taking the cards, and when we go in, we just have to give the cards to the cashier. I just included the number plate so the picture can be nicer. It's just an ordinary number plate.

This is some wishing house, where we take the slips on the right and write our wishes. Then we tie it to that shrine or house like thing. It's not very accurate though, cause my wish didn't come true.

Aigo. Wanted to show my slip, but I forgotton which one is mine. I just remember mine's orange. Didn't see so many orange slips when I took this pic. ):

Our meal. very nice! But I only like the soup base and Ramyun. The pork tasted weird.

Five

One :D

Kyu, Baby, Leader, Jung Minnie, Young Saengie

Baby~

Kyu & Baby :D

Jung Minnie and Young Saengie!

Leader!

Bought a new hat. Haha.

OMG. It's Rui Ying!! Let's get her autograph!!~

Dk why the globe thing anded up above my head-.-

I had so much fun in Taiwan!! Bought like 22 pieces of clothing, 3 shoes and 2 bags! Fucking happy! My mum suggested we go there every year for our annual restocking of clothes. Haha! The weather in Taiwan was so good! It was like Singapore, but less humid and less hot. At night it was so cooling! But it was qiute dry though, when I came back, the skin on my hands peeled, but now I'm okay. Haha. Miss Taiwan. Forgot about my sad life during that period. Btw, sorry Desiree, Sharon and Chi Wen, forgot to buy the thing with leader's face on it. I realised it on the way to the airport. So sorry! :/

2009-10-16T11:04:00.002+08:00

Hello people! :D

At the airport now. There's this comp with free internet access thing. Damn cool. Miss me people!! I'm gonna come back with alot of new clothes and toys!! I'll bring back souvenirs too! Did I say that yesterday? Have a feeling I did. Feels so familiar. And to those SS501 fans! I'll bring something back for you too kay! Desiree, Sharon, Chi Wen, you all like Kim Hyun Joong right? I'll get something with his face on it! Don't worry :D

2009-10-15T16:39:00.001+08:00

Hello!~

The exams are finally over!! Damn happy! But I can't be happy for long, cause there's still the results, which is more of a torture than the exams. No one believes me, but I'm gonna totally flunk these shits. I keep slacking, and every single paper seems so hard. To me. Aiyah whatever.

Just wanted to blog to show off that I'm going to Taipei tommorrow!! OMFG! Damn happy!! I'm gonna shop till I literally drop, then I'm going to SS501's concert, then i'm gonna shop till I literally drop and shop till I literally drop again!! I'm gonna get souvenirs for everybody kay! And I'm gonna get Double S stuff for Double S fans, and when I come back I'm gonna keep repeating my whole trip to Taipei until everyone can memorise the exact happenings there!! Haha! The best thing is only my mum and I will be going!! It means no wasting time trying to find some guy that ran off or waiting for another guy to stop and take a rest. And there's no one to limit our shopping!! God!! Can't wait!! But coming back on Monday night, at 10+ I guess. Good thing the next day's a holiday. But I'll be going out to celebrate Fishy's birthday, so yeah. Doesn't make much diff. Won't have any time to rest!
Just hope the trip will be better than I expect.. I fear if I anticipate too much, I'll be disappointed.. But no matter. I'll be seeing SS501 LIVE!! Can anyone imagine that?! OMFG. I'm gonna scream until I go mad and everything!! Haha. I think I'm already mad. Shouldn't get too obssessed with idols. Must remember to keep my cool. If I get too obssessed, next year when I do my 'O' level paper I will feel it with Korean lyrics instead of proper answers! Have to go get ready already. GOODBYE :D

2009-09-27T01:22:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I know I'm not supposed to be using the computer, but I will be doing badly anyway, so it doesn't really matter now. :D

Slacked the whole day. Wanted to study, but it's really very sian. So I wasted another day, just like that. Sighs. Miss my determination in SA1.

Gtg alr. Can hear my dad scolding my bro. Dont wanna be next
BYe :D

2009-09-19T18:12:00.002+08:00

Hello!!

I have a very very very good piece of news!! My mum manage to get the tickets to the concert in Taiwan!! OMFG. Damn happy! Even though it's on the second level, many say it's a good sitting place. But at least I can watch their concert!! OMG so fucking happy!!

Btw,

Happy Birthday Pavithra (12th Sept), Kathleen (16th Sept) and Wan Ting(18th Sept)!!!

2009-09-06T00:34:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

Went to watch The Proposal on Tue. It was quite a good movie, although there was a part which was quite obscene, but the rating told us already, so we only have ourselves to blame.. Okay, I have to sleep already. Need to wake up early tmr to do homework..

FIGHTING!~

2009-08-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

Hello! Havent been blogging for damn long. Cause last week was common test week, so didn't want to use the comp to distract me. I didn't do very well anyway, so the not using comp thing was kinda redundant. Haha. Anyway. Was quite a stressful week. I guess. Cause I was really very stressed up and almost everyday was a bad day.

Idk if it was due to stress or anything else, but when mosquito called me a liar just because I didn't know the word obstinate, I was really damn fucked up. So I stomped off without waiting or her. But what made me hit the boiling point was that she didn't catch up with me. She just waited for the fish and walked with her. And there was another time, I attempted to tell them that I will do badly for my English paper as it was so fcking hard. But they didnt believe me either. I stomped off, they didn't care, and still went off for lunch.
Do you know that feeling, when almost everyone you know doesn't believe you? It feels so terrible and you desperately want to 'clear your name', but no one belives you. That feeling really sucks.
Just because I'm a english speaker doesnt mean my English is good. I mean, ww's a Chinese speaker, but her English is damn good. she doesnt believe it, but she always scores higher than me in English. I felt so accused, but they don't even bother to do anything. But what can I do? They are the only people in my world, and if I ignore them, I've no one to accompany me anymore. Pathetic, eh? I'm used to it already. So whatever. Just blogging this so my heart wont get to full. Now I feel much better. :D Sorry it sounds like complaining. It's not. Just what I feel inside, so please X3 ignore. Thank you.

Btw, my bro got sick on tue. He had a stomach flu. Yeah, dk why am I blogging this. Just to remind myself 20 years later when I read this again. Lmao. okay. I dont think anyone's laughing. -.-

Whatever.

Guess what? For the ss project thing, my group got A1!! OMFG. super happy! Didn't expect it at all can! I just like anyhow do. Okay lah, obviously it was the three gods that did the work. I did nothing at all.. So useless. But if I did anything, I would pull the marks down to, maybe 20%? Haha, A1 to F9. Okay, it was quite obvious who did the work in our group when the ss common test came out. Ky:2nd, Ww:3rd, Wt: 4th, Me: 9764. Okay Im just kidding. I dont know my placing but it should be around the last. They still call me god. I almost fucking failed the fucking paper and Im called god. How funny.

I hate the god game where people become sarcarstic about each other's good marks instead of sincerely congratulating them. It really pisses me off. Not that I was a god for any good reason before. I think they just added me in so I wont feel left out. But its worse to be the god with no evidence. Like I never got really high for any test before, and they just call me god, its like.. Dk what's the word. Insulted? I guess. Okay. Re-read my post. It's really all bullshit. Lmao. Cause I really dk wth to blog.

BTW! Gonna watch The Proposal next tue. Can't wait! Goodbye :D
BTW again! Ytd went out to the tourist fair thingy. Will be going to Taiwan, Taipei in Oct. Only my mum and I. To watch SS501's concert. Can't wait! But I'm not getting my hopes up to high though, if I don't do well for my exams, the ticket will be given to my brother, whose exams will be around the corner by then. So I must work hard to improve! FIGHTING! Okay, goodbye.

2009-08-09T02:17:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Friday was a really bad day. After the national day celebrations, we went to Vivo. Wanted to watch Up. But all the tickets were sold out, except for the one at 12 midnight. It was still 11.10am at that time, so we didn't want to wait that long. So we went to Marina Square to watch it instead. But guess what? It was filled with alot of people too. So we went to sing K instead, where there are not as many people there. In the end it was damn boring, so wasted $14.50. -.- And, I accidentally pulled the mike thingy too hard and I broke one of the glasses. OMG. When I saw the broken glass shards on the floor, I was really freaked out. I stopped singing and just stared at the shards for like idk how long. In the end we swept up everything and hid them behind the sofa, and the waiter didn't realise. Haha. Not gonna sleep tonight. Just finish correcting the SS project. And I'm not done with my hw. Gonna finish my hw by today. Then if time permits, I'll study abit before going to eat my breakfast. So, yeah. Goodbye!

Hyung Joonie's Birthday

2009-08-03T20:28:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Hyung Joon oppa!!
Haha(: Be happy!

2009-08-02T19:53:00.002+08:00

Hello! Many things happened this week.
On Tuesday, we dissected goat's hearts for Bio after school. Damn sick. Almost everyone was like using their hands to Idk what their doing to the heart. Looking at it made me feel like barfing. Then there was the weird raw smell. Omg. Should stop talking about it.. So sick..
Anyway, ran 10 rounds for PE on Thursday. Suddenly I ran like crazy then I was the third to finish the second set of 5 rounds. Haha. Im damn amazed lah. I never ran so fast before. I guess it was my breakfast. Had chocolate. Okay, dumb assumption. I was just bored, perhaps.
Hmm. What else happened? Oh yeah. Got scolded by Mdm J. Feel damn misunderstood. She said I kept talking and I didn't do my work. I didn't complete it because I read slowly, I didn't understand the questions and the paper was bloody hard. I mean, I didn't even talked much when I was doing it lah. Even when I talked, its to answer or ask questions about the paper. I was so serious in doing it lah! Omg im so fucking mad. If she thinks that I'm so smart like the rest of 304, she's so wrong. I'm dumb and need time to do a paper of her standard, and she gave me like so little time? How am I going to do it? And then the composition she said I kept talking to Soo Lan and Wan Ting. It's so not true can! They were like asking me questions and she thought I was chit-chatting? As if Im that free! God. I know she scolded me so I can 'wake up' but she should at least get her facts right! Whatever.

2009-07-19T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hello! Went out to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince today :D Wasn't really what I expected. But my mum said that this episode is mostly for information, so not much like the first and second episodes, where the show's abit like solving a mystery. But it was still quite good. There were some funny parts and scary parts. Oh, and Dumbledore (?) died. Kinda shocked me. It was so quiet then suddenly Snape said that avada something curse, the one to kill people, then Dumbledore died. Just like that. I thought he was gonna last longer. I mean, I know the curse kills everyone, but I didn't know Snape would go to the extent. Like, just to gain the trust of the deatheaters.. Wow. Okay, I thinking I'm getting too into the show. I'm back. Gonna play some games then go to sleep. Left alot of homework. And many tests to study for. Goodnight :D

2009-07-16T10:49:00.002+08:00

Hello again! Don't think I have H1N1, cause I've no fever anymore, but I think I'll stay at home, just in case. God, getting sick is so annoying! I wonder how much I'm missing out on. When I return back to school, I bet I wont get a single thing the teachers say.. I have to work extra extra hard now.. No more entertainment for me! That's my punishment for allowing myself to get sick. D:<

2009-07-15T12:58:00.003+08:00

Hello! Just finish eating my medicine. I have 3 fever tablet medicines, including Tamiflu, one liquid cough medicine, one lozenges medicine, and 1 tablet medicine to relieve pain. I have to swallow 6 tablets and 10ml of cough medicine everytime. And if you know me, you should know I can't swallow tablets. I'm super scared of them. So when it's time for me to eat medicine, I hesitate alot. But today I realised I took 45 mins to eat my medicine. I didn't know I took that long lah! Actually, all the tablets are okay. But Tamiflu's a capsule, and capsules are too big, so I will open it and take the powder inside. It's super bitter.. ): there's another fever medicine which is like super big, abit smaller than the size of a 1 cent coin. I cant swallow it whole, cause everytime I do that, I will choke and vomit the pill out. Sorry it sounds so sick. So I have to break it into 4 pieces. The worst thing is that I have to swallow 2 whole tablets of that fever medicine, so I have to swallow the small pieces 8 times, which is pure torture. To me at least.
So never ever fall sick! It's a terrible thing. Wanted to study my bio during these few days, but I was so tired, and I couldnt memorise anything. When I walk my head suddenly becomes so heavy and I can't even walk straight.. But luckily this morning my fever went down, and I didn't need to take one fever tablet, thank god!But I still had to take the 8 piece one. ):

But it's working! Just took my temperature, 37.2!! I think I'm gonna get well, but my head is still very heavy. The doctor said I will break out in cold sweat if it's working, but I don't feel any cold sweat. Just feeling very uncomfortable. I feel like vomitting.. Omg.

2009-07-14T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hello! Didn't go to school today. Had cough, fever, sorethroat and flu. The doctor said if I don't have fever anymore, I can go back to school tmr. Unfortunately, my temperature kept increasing, until 39.5 degrees. So I went to see the doctor again. And guess what? I'm suspected to have H1N1. And gave me mc till the end of this week. The doctor gave me Tamiflu for my fever, and 10 capsules costs 60 bucks. Super ex lah! But it's quite effective, cause my temp slowly went down, but I'm still have a fever.

To all my classmates: so sorry if I really have H1N1 and cause the whole class to be closed. I don't mean to disturb ur studies. It's just that my immune system is way too lousy. :/ Sorry again.

2009-07-11T15:57:00.003+08:00

Went to Aesthetics Night yesterday.

Took 1 hour and 15 mins to decide what to wear. I thought it was just a normal school event thing, so I thought I shouldn't wear too formally. But if I wore too casually, it wouldn't be too appropriate. So Idk what to wear. In the end I settled for something quite casual. BIG mistake. When I got there, many many many people were in formal wear. Omg. This is so embarrassing. Wearing the wrong clothes for the occassion. Should have guessed it was a CONCERT. -.-
I'm so dumb. Okay whatever, no one notices me anyway. So whatever I wear doesn't concern anyone. That's the good thing about being a P, no one cares about you. The concert was quite boring, I was trying to appreciate the whole thing throughout. But most of the time I find myself day-dreaming. Plus I was really tired. Eyes were stinging from the start. There were some fun parts though, like the teacher's item. They danced Michael Jackson's Beat It, and one teacher was significantly slower than the rest. Haha. He/She is so adorable! Laughed my ass out. I even started tearing. After that went to TBP, treated Wan Ting to palm oil ice cream, because before that I forgot to bring my ticket, and had to rush home to get it, and she accompanied me, so I had to repay her, as what she said. Then went home for late dinner from Mos. Then used the comp for awhile, and slept. Maybe 2 years late I'll go to Aesthetics Night again, this time in formal wear. Then I'll finally do the correct thing at the correct occassion. :D

2009-06-26T12:22:00.003+08:00

Hello! Yesterday went shopping, but only bought 2 pairs of shorts and one top. -.-
But whatever. At least I have new clothes. :D

To Spammer: Get over it already. It's been a year. How long do you intend to play this childish game? You are 15, not 5. Why are you mad in the first place? You're not the one who got cheated off 4 bucks. you're not the one who apologised and get ignored by you. So even if there's someone that has to be mad, please get this clear, it's ME, not you. But I'm not even mad. I mean, I was mad before, but now I even have to think awhile before realising why was I mad. Since the victim's not mad, why is the culprit so mad? If it's my fault that I paid you before your conscience bugs you, I would apologise. But isit? It's not. It's not my fault that your conscience reacts so slowly. I apologised before, but you didn't want to accept it. So, it's not my fault either. I wasn't even supposed to apologise. This is ridiculous. The victim apologising to the culprit so that the culprit can forgive her? You chose to get out of my life, so why barge in again? I'm doing fine without you. In fact, I'm doing way better than I was before. You should know that I won't get affected by this kind of lame stuff. So why even bother? To brighten up my dull tagboard? Or to brighten up my boring life? If so, I suggest you to go other places to brighten other people's life. My life doesn't need your brightening, thank you very much.

2009-06-17T22:32:00.008+08:00

I drew this. So cute right! Double S is my angel :D~

Went out the day before yesterday with Soo Lan, Chu Yao, Jing Jie, Wan Ting, Wan Wen and Wendy to Fort Canning Park for some importnt stuff. Was the only one that brought a camara, so had the privilege of being the photographer for the day. Picturesss:

Kokoro :D

Meeting time

Gu Jun Pyo, haha.

Camara shy!

Jing Jie says she's number one! Haha.

Camara shy people..

I took this cause found it kinda artistic. Haha. Ok, I was bored.

Pretty girl, retard, pretty girl.

Not bad right! This is candid!

Pretty girls dont fear the camara!

2009-06-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Went out with the Ps today.
Went to Bugis to watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Past. It's really good! It's so touching, I cried like 6 times. Screw that movie! Had a hard time holding back my tears. But I blinked them back. Haha. Then went Seoul Garden for lunch. Ate until 3+. We tried to cook egg on the pan, and it worked! Just that it's not very presentable. Haha. Then went to library with bloated tummy, cause www needed help on her amath, which obviously only wky can help her. So yeah. Listened to music for awhile, pretended to be pro (by attemping to help www), then we went home. Sighs, time pasts so fast when u're having a great time. It was already 6+ lah. So weird.
Kay, thats all. Bye. :D

Hyun Joongie's birthday

2009-06-07T15:10:00.005+08:00

Hello~

Back from camp.
Sighs. Miss my Double S):
By the way, yesterday was Hyun Joong's 23rd Birthday~!

So,

SENG-IL CHUKHAHAMNIDA HYUN JOONG OPPA! SARANG HAE!!~ :D

2009-05-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hello. Back again. Today was a fruitful day. :D
Went to The Pasta Shop for lunch, then went to popular to get 4 asessment books, 5 pens and 6 correction tape refills. Bought a new pair of shoes too. After that we went to the library to borrow 5 books, then dinner near the library.
My mum counted how much we spent at the end of the day and guess what? We spent $270!! That's crazy~~

haha, just wanna random that.

Anyway, tommorrow have to go ack to school for physics. ):

Damn sian. If not can stay at home to watch vids/babysit/do hw/assesments..);

Nevermind. Shall stop here, so I have time to watch my vids. Goodbye :D

2009-05-30T15:03:00.006+08:00

Hello.

Gonna be damn busy during the hols. Need to go back to school for physics, amath and guides. Other than that, I still have lots of hw to complete, plus revisions, i barely have enough time to enjoy the hols. And there's currently 4 cases of H1N1 in Singapore, so I think my family would mostly stay at home, meaning that I'll have less chances of going out. So yeah. Damn sucky.):

But nevermind, I still have my personal concoction of red bull. Haha, the 5 people that can give me the energy to continue - Double S!! :D

Btw, cut my hair on Friday. Randoming.

Still an outcast after all,

2009-05-23T22:49:00.005+08:00

Went out yesterday to celebrate me and my brother's birthday.

What I wore. Damn lame lah. Regretted like hell when we reached. :/

My birthday prezzie to fat pig :D
Not that I'm stingy or anything, just that my other brother said he wanted it, so I got it for him. But apparently he gave it to fat too, other than that DS catridge. Damn generous, that guy.

Where we went. Wanted to go to another shop, but it turned out that it was just a stall, abit like Shilin. Wanted to go to another Japanese restaurant, but we had to wait damn long, like around 153 worth of customers. Seriously.

Spokes person for this restaurant. Looks like Pornsak, right?
Haha.

What do you think he's doing so seriously?

Playing he's birthday present DUH!

The soup. Damn nice. It's supposed to be tomato soup, but it tastes like a sweetened version of minestrone soup. :D

Milktea!

Main course! But you get tired of the sauce easily.

Dessert! But only had one mouth. It's actually ice kachang, and I dont really eat that, so yeah.

On our way home, the birthday boy was super hyper. Kept pretending he's an actor going up on stage to get star awards. Haha. Made my mother and I loao. Haha.
Finally, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUI HAN!! Stay happy, and become a good lawyer. If not, a professional comedian, yeah? :D

2009-05-21T17:06:00.002+08:00

Here's another vid. LOL. Jung Min damn cute can! Haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCpkh4BsDMs

Here's the link, cause the embed thingy was disabled.

2009-05-21T15:31:00.007+08:00

Hey(:

Got back results yesterday. All very sucky. Either failed or almost fail. Darn. Nevermind. I shall lighten things up by letting you watch a nice video. Haha.

It's a super cute show. First one that was tested on is Kyu Jong. The second one is Hyun Joong. Third one is Hyung Joon. The one with white hair is Jung Min. Young Saeng is not in this video. I think during that period of time he was in hospital or something. Anyway, Hyung Joon was so cute right! Haha! :D

Oh oh! Watch this too! Haha, I dont get what their saying without the subs, but their actions and laughter still makes me crack up :D

And omg guess what!! Kris Allen is the new American Idol!! Yay!!
Sorry, just randoming.

2009-05-19T13:37:00.007+08:00

Just came back from my mum's workplace. As you know, my mum's a teacher in some childcare thing. So I went to play with those adorable children, and took some sneak snaps at them. I'm not selfish, so here I am, about to share them! Get ready~ :D

Idk how to spell his name, but it's pronounced as Yi Nuo.
He's super cute right? I couldn't take my eyes off him. He's gonna be a
super hot guy when he grows up. Too bad I'm 12 years older than him):
He likes another girl anyway.

I think her name's Pearlyn. Yeah, Yi Nuo likes her. Cute right?
Her cheeks are so, hmm how do I describe, fluffy? Haha, chubby I guess.

Idk how to spell his name either.
But we call him Lei. Don't you think he looks so much like Boy/Near from L:Change The World?
I think they look so much alike!

Idk her name. But I think she looks so much like Xiao Ya Xuan, Elva Hsiao,i think. Right?!

Meet Chong Jun. So cute right! Staring into space.
And today when I carried him up he keeps giggling. Haha. He's so cute.

Ahh, look. He's having fun with the Hello Kitty camara :D

2009-05-18T16:37:00.002+08:00

Below is just some random personel crap to myself. So, just ignore.

Lately I have been treading on WW's toes.
I feel that I'm so clumsy and dumb and annoying.
Like just now, I wanted to compliment her that she's not fat(which is what I swear I think is true), and in the end she got angry and left the convo. See?
It's always my fault. If I shut my stupid fatass mouth, all this wouldn't have happened. I really dk wth is wrong with me-.-
Just pissed at myself for being such a stupid, annoying, fucking asshole bitch.
That's all. Sorry there are some words not suitable for some to read.

2009-05-18T15:25:00.002+08:00

Exams are officially over! :D
Super happy, though I have a feeling I will have an urge to study(that addiction I mentioned previously). Sighs.

Anyway, tommorrow going out with two gods, so I don't think I'll have the time to study. The gods have some power to prevent me from studying. So yeah. Plus I'm too obsessed with Double S :D

Speaking of Double S, sometimes I wish Kim Hyun Joong is not as hot as he is. I mean, at least I would get more attention. Now practically all the people I know are obsessed with Kim Hyun Joong. And now Kim Hyun Joon's recieving more attention than me. Take now for an example, no one's talking on MSN. Why? Because everyone's watching Boys Over Flowers. I feel so left out, but what can I do? Make noise, annoy them and create more hatred? Nah, I'd rather be ignored than detested.

Yes, ohkay. I know I'm crapping. Forget it, cause no one cares about me, and won't even bother to read/listen to what I type/write/say.

2009-05-17T15:43:00.003+08:00

Yay! Exams are over already~~
Super happy! Finally can slack!
But, it feels abit weird.
Suddenly, there's nothing to do. No nagging to study harder, no shows to miss out on and everything.. The feelings's abit empty. Like a few days back I was still studying my guts out and today I'm just lying on my bed, listening to music, wondering what to do next. It's really very boring.
And I think I'm addicted to studying!! Yesterday I skipped TV to continue my word-banking. Ohkay, word-banking isn't really studying, but it's kinda connected, right?OMG. I think I'm so weird..

Exams are over already, but everyone still takes so long to reply me. My guess is that they're all studying. Sigh, so smart already still working so hard. Makes me feel so guilty ><

Btw, yay! My MSN's fixed. The best part is that I fixed it myself!! With the help of the MSN website anyway. Haha. :D

Oh yeah! Did everyone watch Boys Over Flowers? It rocks, right!! But at first it's kinda like aa comedy, but in the later part it'll be very sad. Especially when Ji Hoo did so many things for Jan Di but she still ended up with that GU JUN PYO. -.-
Sighs, nevermind. But Ji Hoo's role is damn likeable.

SS501!

2009-05-10T01:55:00.006+08:00

Jung Min, Young Saeng, Hyun Joong, Hyung Joon and Kyu Jong

Jung Min, Hyung Joon, Hyun Joong, Young Saeng, Kyu Jong

By the way Hyun Joong is acting in the latest Boys Over Flowers as Yoon Ji Hoo that will be shown every Saturday at 9.30 from next week onwards, if you found him familiar.

SS501(:

2009-05-10T01:15:00.006+08:00

Hello. English and Physics on Friday. Damn hard, both papers. Well, to me it is. I literally guessed through the whole Physics paper. If i'm gonna pass that paper, I think I'm gonna get down on my knees on the spot and scream thank god while crying. Ohkay, I know I'm dramatic. But passing's so impossible. So yeah.

Btw, there's this Korean boy band called SS501. They rock~~
Hyun Joong, Hyung Joon, Jung Min, Young Saeng and Kyu Jong. They're a cute bunch of people. Seriously. Especially Hyung Joon. He's super cute. Lol. Always get bullied by Jung Min.

I thought miracles didn't happen,

because somehow miracles

were not happening on me.

Now I know why.

I had been just sitting there,

quietly waiting for a miracle to happen.

But now I realised that miracles do happen,

but you have to make it happen yourself.

I realised it too late though.

I tried to make a miracle happen.

I was so confident, so determined.

But what did I gain in the end?

Failure, disappointment and demoralisation.

It's not even worth it,

so why do I even bother?

rotton day

2009-04-26T00:35:00.004+08:00

Hello.

We brought food to the library some day this week, and got caught by the librarian. She said, "You're bring food into the library arh? Cannot you know?" Then she told us a friggin' long story before saying, "Ohkay, let this be a gentle reminder. I'm telling you this now. If Mdm Jaya saw you, you would be in trouble you know? Don't do it again ohkay?" And then she walked off. Smiling. And we went out to eat. Well, only Wendy. Cause I was like doing my homework. And WW was like doing nothing. Then in the end Mdm Jaya said she told Mr. Chua angrily that we ate in her library. Like WTF? We didn't eat at all lah. And she told us that it was just a gentle reminder. Yeah, gentle my arse! It's not the part about getting into trouble, but more of the part how she appeared so, idk, unbitchy one moment and bitchy the next. I mean, I don't mind if she just told us straight in the face that we'll be getting into trouble whatsoever. But she pretended? She's damn lame and a damn fucker can! I'm damn pissed. Not happy then say lah, still pretend what shit? -.-

Anyway. Went for the Chem thing today. Then went to Tiong for lunch. We went to Griller's. I think they have a thing against me or purples skirts or something, cause they served people that came later than us first, and the food they served was cold. Same line: Not happy then say lah! Wtf.

So that's all. Sorry it's all angry stuffs and vulgarities. Just so pissed. Plus my life's too boring.

Please show me miracles do happen,

I don't wish to live my life believing they don't.

Sucked

2009-04-18T23:34:00.005+08:00

Hello :D

Survived through Speech Day yesterday. I think I didn't march wrongly throughout the parade! Damn happy :D Cause usually I will be off-beat, but yesterday, I concentrated like hell, took deep breaths, and YAY! I did it! :D

Then today went to Botanical Gardens for Earth Day. Something like last year. But I think the sec2s organised it better than us last year. Anyway, we had a picnic and then a movie. And and!! I saw Jie Ru!! Omgxz damn happy :D didn't expect to see her. I still blur blur stare at her wondering who that person was. Haha.

They didn't notice me.
They didn't know what happened.
They didn't know how I felt.
Because They DON"T CARE.
What concerns them, concerns me.
What concerns me, DOES NOT concern them,
no, not even a FUCKING BIT.

2009-04-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

Went out yesterday for celebration. Then went to Harbourfront Centre. Then went to Marina to sing k, but we almost got lost in that gigantic place. We found it in the end, anyway. but all the rooms were full. Then we wanted to go to watch Handsome Suit, but the cinema was crowded, and the tickets for the next movie was almost sold out. So we booked a Kbox room in Suntec, and had to walk there. We almost got lost there, but we still found it. We were supposed to sing until 8, but they didn't come to remind us, so we sang until 9. In the end it was $24.30 per person. WTF. Damn ex can -.-
Next time don't go Kbox on a public holiday, it's not worth it. One glass full of tidbits is worth $12. Like wtf. Damn ex can. -.- but their drinks are damn nice. Reached home at about 10. Was damn tired cause I slept at 1.30 on Thursday and I woke up at 8.35 the next day. Idk why I woke up so early.. So annoyed. In the end I slept at 12, so didn't do any homework. Annoyed again. -.-
Kinda regretted going out. If not, I could have studied and done my homework..

2009-04-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

My MSN's screwed. So pissed.. -.-
This NEVER happens to me.. Now it's like everything around me is turning to crap..

Let me complain for one last time, I promise, this will be the last time.
(Ignore this part, I will just be crapping to myself.)

I hate myself so much. Like how sucky can a person be?! There's not even a bloody good thing about this fucking person. Why is she living? Not successful, no contribution, NOTHING. So, what can I do? Just eat, sleep, wait for me to get old and die? How meaningful. Can't I even achieve just one bloody thing? This is so unfair. Everyone around me is smart and talented. I feel so extra in the crowd. Take Geography, for instance. Wendy got highest and WWW got 2nd highest. And me? A FUCKING BORDERLINE PASS. I can get this kind of shitty results even with a lenient teacher like Mr. Loke. Imagine if it was another teacher. What will I get? 0? -10? -20? It's like you open up a pod, and inside there are two green peas and one red bean? Ohkay, retarded comparison. But yeah, that's what I mean. Ohkay, skip the academic part. Yeah ohkay, so my salmon and mosquito cum chicken feels left out whenever I talk to one of them. What about me? Just when I was about to online, they told me: I'm going to sleep, goodnight. Like wtf? I was bargaining with my mum just to use the comp for an hour or so and they tell me goodnight? And it wasn't even me who suggested that talk.. And I'm so tired, but I still try to keep me awake. And my family.. NEVERMIND. I'm so tired now. Mentally and physically. My eyes are stinging. Cause I'm sleepy.

Sorry for that. Just venting my pissed-off-ness.
Anyway, last week went to shake hands with FARHENHEIT. YES! You did not see wrongly! It's FARHENHEIT. Damn happy!! I think their skins are soooo perfect. Cause usually stars put on loads of makeup, and that does bad things to their skin. But their skin is suprisingly smooth! Especially Jiro! He waved at me cause I kept staring at him after I shook his hand. And he stared back. Then finally he decided to wave at me. Or was it the crowd? I think I decide he waved to me. :D
They are all so hot! I feel so high and happy just thinking about it~ Yes, I admit, I'm crazy about them!! Their new album rocks can! Listening to Liu Xia Lai(Stay Behind) now. Love that song <3>

2009-03-17T18:06:00.002+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!

I got my new phone~!! Damn happy :DDD It's Nokia Xpress Music 5220. I know it's not a very new model, but I totally love it!! I've been wanting this phone since my old phone ever spoilt! And I now have this totally new phone with this totally new theme and totally new songs omgxz I'm soooo happy! :D

Anyway. That's all, so yeah. Goodbyeee :DDD

2009-03-15T01:59:00.004+08:00

Sooo tired.. Finished doing Bio already :D

Am I pro or am I pro?? Haha(:

Will be getting my new phone tommorrow. Keeping my fingers crossed, cause there's this phone I want that my parents will only buy if it's cheap enough. Please be cheap enough, please be cheap enough!!

Oh, and my chicken flew off to Taiwan!! Damn sad. Cause I never went Taiwan before. And it contains all my favourite idols etcetc. ): and it's a GREAT place to shop. Sighs. Too bad I don't have the luck/money. Pathetic me.

Aaaaaaaaaaaanyway. It's gonna be a loooong week. Monday have to attend some CD course by Guides, as told by Wan Ting, then Chicken then Salmon. Tuesday for the Chem thing. Wednesday too. Then Thursday and Friday is currently programme-free. But who knows, some important thing might just suddenly pop out. So I will be damn busy):
Ohkay, that's all for today.

Goodbye.

2009-03-13T18:46:00.003+08:00

Hello(:

Common test's finally over :D

But as the chinese proverb says : One wave's over another one comes.
Means that after an ordeal is over, another one comes again.
I think.

Anyway. There's LOADS of holiday homework. Damn sad. I was still planning to go out and have some fun. Guess all my plans are foiled. :/

Stacks and stacks of homework. -.-

Didn't go for girl guides today.. Wasn't feeling well. Like after lunch. So I went home early. Then had a headache..

Arrrr nevermind..

Yesterday and today celebrated birthdays so got cake to eat. haha. Just randoming.

Ohkay goodbye.

2009-02-22T14:16:00.001+08:00

I looked back at my previous entries, and I realised that there's one vid I locked. Here, I've unlocked it, you may take a look now :D

2009-02-20T13:35:00.003+08:00

hello(:

just came back from cross country. Didn't run today, had duty. Wore guides U. Omg i totally hate it cause my shirt suddenly shrank so badly until it's so uncomfortable and everything. Luckily i brought extra clothes, so I changed into them after the cross country. Wahlaoeh damn sucky lah. Cause when Wendy and WW saw me they were like: !! ... Yeah ohkay ohkay, I get your point alright? Don't have to harp on it. I know I was stupid enough to forget I can wear P.E instead, but your reaction upon seeing me can improve, or at least keep your feelings to yourselves! I already felt bad enough wearing the wrong things, and you both still had to add fuel to the fire!! !@#$%^&*

*ABOVE TEXT IN HAPPY TONE*

And no one had to remind me!! I woke up and remembered it is Yoga' concert today!! !@#$%^&*

uuuuugggghhhhh damn annoyed!!

2009-02-19T17:06:00.003+08:00

HELLOHELLO(:

haven't blogged in ages becaue:
1) There's nothing much to blog about lately
2) I'm too busy to even touch the computer

It's more of point 2 than point 1 though. I really have been very busy. Other than marching every Wednesday after Chemistry group study, there's math group study on Thursdays and Girl Guides again on Fridays. And usually on Mondays and Tuesdays something will suddenly happen and we'll have to stay back too. And when I get home, it's homework homework homework then revision revision revision. And now when I have some free time to the comp my brother is losing his temper about waiting long for the comp.

UUUgggggghhh.. So annoyed. And tommorrow i have to wear full guides U to Cross Country cause I will be on duty.
Well, at least that's better than running -.-

Anyway, my dad recently found this camara on his cab
and he returned it to the rightful owners.

Felt so proud of him, haha. I wish the person that found my wallet would do the same, too. unfortunately, not everyone is as honest as my dad. The person that found my wallet should be so ashamed of his/herself. Just because of a mere 20 bucks, you made me go through the trouble of re-making my smart card, and caused me to lose many important cards. I know how it feels to lose something important to you so I would return it if i were you.

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, it happened so long ago Idk why am I bringing this up again and making me feel unhappy.

Even without this I'll still feel unhappy though. Can't believe it. Guess what happened today? I realised I am actually a very stupid person.
Seriously, like the E.Math thing I don't even know how to do, like PLEASE, how dumb can a person go? I also didn't do the Geography correctly, which caused Mrs. Tan to have to teach me then waste so much of my time and in the end didn't have the time to complete it. I'm so freaking pissed of by that. Like what the hell.. If I could do it correctly. ARGGGHHHHHHHHHH. I HATE MYSELF!!

There are so many gorgeous and smart people on Earth, why can't I just be one of them?
I don't mind being stupid and gorg or ugly and smart but why must I be stupid AND ugly??!?!?!

Sorry, got too carried away. I feel so sensitive when it omes to this. I just can't help it.

Btw, the above entry is just some random crap. I'm bored, and don't wanna go offline without blogging, that's why. Haha.

I've done what I wanted to, so bye. :D

OH YAH OH YAH!
OMFG IT'S YOGA LIN YOU JIA'S CONCERT TOMMORROW AND THERE'S CURRENTLY NO ONE THAT HAS OFFERED TO GO WITH ME OR TREAT ME TO HIS CONCERT!!! OMG I'M SO SAD!!!
DON'T REMIND ME TOMMORROW OR I MIGHT JUST BURST INTO TEARS! D;

2009-02-13T22:55:00.003+08:00

Back from camp :D

Finally!! Missed my MP3, phone and bed so so so so so so much!

And I am so tired. I lost almost 2 kgs after the camp!!
It's bloody amazing what camps like this can do. I haven't lost weight since like, forever.

Haha just crapping.

Goodnight.

2009-02-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

Went to sing k today. Sang alot of Mayday songs. So Happy. :D

2009-01-26T21:54:00.015+08:00

Sorry I took so long.. Too many photos.. took too long to load.

While waiting to check in, i think. We were queueing up for something. For what, I'm not sure. Haha :D

This brother has to bring a book wherever we go -.-

Even when we're waiting, he's reading -.-

My cute dad :D He was trying to pose for me. Haha.

I was really very bored, cause the queue didn't seem to be moving much.

Look at the crowd! Even though Mayday's concert can easily exceed the number of people here. XP

We are finally walking into the ship! After waiting for a long long long time, cause the check in system broke down, and we had to change rooms.

Dad and I. Even though I only intended to take myself. XP

My main purpose for this photo is to show off my earrings only.. That explains the stupid face-.-

Us walking to the restaurant for dinner(we boarded the ship around 6?)

Dad explaining something to brother.

Couple photo(:

Brother pretending to be hardworking.

Nah, he was really studying the brochure.

Haha, this one's cute. My masterpiece :D

Random.

Idk what was he trying to do. Cause he always has alot of new faces, so I asked him to pose for me, and he showed me this. So I just took it. Haha.

Him playing.

Mum giving the cruise card thing to the woman so we can have our dinner.

Walking to our seats.

Trying to take the carpet patterns. Dad's fingers= extra.

Pretending to be shocked.

Brother acting cute.

Mum waving.

Pretending to be a drug addict. LOL.

The menu for tonight!

I chose the Shrimp Escabeche.

I picked the Cream of Tomato

Grilled Sirloin Steak!!

Chocolate ice cream

After taking so many pictures, I realised I haven't took the name of the restaurant.

Too many forks and spoon. I used the wrong fork for salad!!

Table number.

Dad took a photo of me. Stop laughing! I know my face looks retarted in here..);

Stupid pose..

Haha.. So dramatic, idk what show he's acting this time!

Showing the world he's hungry.

A hungry man is an angry man. Look at his face!

Studying brochure seriously.

Salad. I only ate the prawns.

Caeser Salad.

Shrimp salad - After.

Caeser Salad - After.

Seriously studying brochure.

The chicken soup.

The tomato soup.

End product!(the chicken soup got kept away before i could take a picture ;S)

Random.

The main course! I finished this in less than 15 minutes!

Dad's choice.

Dad haven't finish eating. I was too impatient.

Haha.

Skinny bro taking random pictures.

Here's this very lame magic trick.

Rui Han: Look at me put the white cloth over this sign.

Rui Han: See? There's nothing wrong, right?

Rui Han: Now.. Look hard....

At this point of time, dessert was suddenly served -.-

Vanilla flavoured ice cream.

Oh you dirty thing! Haha, i forced him to do that for me to photograph XP

Then afterwards he wouldn't post for me so the skinny brother took over :D

Rui Yang: Look at me put the white cloth over this sign.

Rui Yang: See? There's nothing wrong, right?

Rui Yang: Now, I will blow this cloth. Look hard and 1, 2 3...

...and POOF!!!! The sign's gone!!

Rui Yang: See? PRO right?!

Haha. We were bored.

Idea from Mr. Chia Rui Han.

Random.

Superstar Libra

Bored.

AHHHH HELP!!! LOOK THERE!! Haha(:

Sorry that I took so many photos of this person, cause he just have too many funny poses.

Pianist.

Randoming.

View from my cabin.

Mum+ Brother

Me doing stupid pose. For this picture, please pretend you're blind.

Room number.

Dad and skinny bro's room.

The vast ocean. Beautiful, eh?

Buffet breakfast. But only this seems appetizing. Haha.

This is what my mum got for my brothers.. But in the end I helped them eat everything up -.-

Porridge.

I added alot of sesame oil, some spring onions, some fried shallots and alot of pork floss! :D so yummy :D

The sesame oil.

Spring onions

Fried shallots.

Pork floss.

Look hard at this piece of scrambled egg.

Other than the size, what else is different?(:

Table number.

See everyone pang seh me );

My morning face.

Do i look like a bimbo? Be honest.

We got off the ship to do some shopping.

I was unhappy. Bad day, don't ask.

Me with forced smile. Doens't look like it right? haha.

No jay walking or you'll be fined!

On our way back to the ship.

Sunset. Not the nice part of it though );

yes, that's our cruise :D

Mum and Rui Han.

Dinner :D

It's really good! This was my second helping, cause I forgot to camara the first one. ;S

But i finished up 2nd helping too :D

See? Ending of 2nd helping.

Ending of soup (2nd helping too.)

Ending of glass of water. I had 5 helpings >, i guess?

Dessert :D 2nd helping too. same reason as main course.

Bee hoon :D dad's.

Mum and Rui Han in jaccuzi. The other boy is someone extra only.

Idk what's this. My dad took this.

Rui Yang. Camara still in possession of my dad.

Four of us in jaccuzi :D

We look like we're naked, but no! We're in swimming costume *JFYI.*

See this pool? The water is DAMN salty!!

Ignore the 3 dumb people blocking your view.

I'm the white person outside the jaccuzi. I finished enjoying so I told them to get out too.

Ignore my stupid face.Look at the stupid toilet!! Damn small lah! Don't even have bathtub! what the helll.. And the shower's barely enough to fit half a person can??? -.-

Randoming.

Look at the teeny weeny bathroom.

The stupid room's also very small -.-

Oh btw sorry it's so messy. haha.

Yes!! I sleep on the top bed!! And it's slanted! Poor me..

Our wadrobe. Only neat part of our room :D

My new pair of heels :D

Purpose of photo: to show my messy table.

Mum :D

Yeah I know, stupid face-.- was eating and reacted slow.

Dad :D

The face of the pianist (scroll all the way up)

There's a reflection, because I took it from a framed picture.

This band also played for us, but i didn't take them (scrolll up again, don't have them);)

The island that Singapore and Malaysia fought for, i think.

Haha(: Rui Han bought that stupid pink thing from Malaysia.

Him showing dumb face :D

What I wore on last day. Weird? Be honest!

Don't be honest on this one!! I know i look !@#$%^&*

Singapore :D

The end :D thanks for waiting patiently!

Oh yeah and that night went to grandmother's house for dinner.

The next day went to Sentosa to see flowers. Will post the photos some other day :D

Btw, Michael Phelps took drugss!! OH. MY. GOD. And to think he was my idol!! Luckily he didn't take the drugs during Beijing Olympics, or I'll totally lose my respect for him. Sighs. Who would think that he would do that? Whatever.

Went to parliament house on Wed. So cool, though we only heard a minister talking for awhile only. Then there was this unexpected break, and we had to go before the break ended. );

it's fated! That I won't see Mr. Lee Kuan Yew and Mr. Lee Hsien Long live! Quite sad );

My life right now sucks.

Not because of the people and things around me, but because of me.

2009-01-25T14:59:00.001+08:00

HELLOHELLO!!
I'm back from the cruise!!~ :D:D
the photos are uploading now.. When they're done I'll blog again and tell you our journey :D

2009-01-20T22:33:00.003+08:00

Tried to do my homework today. Can't. I can't sit still and do my homework properly as if nothing happened when in actual fact my life is falling apart?

That's why.

Oh my god.. Just now during E. Math, just before mrs. Toh called out my name I was like: Haha, scully she call me.. And I was praying hard for her not to call me, cause I strongly felt that she would. In the end, the prayers etc.etc. didn't work.. She still called me in the end.. -.-

So freaked out.. whatever. An during Chem! What the hell! The liquid splashed on me lah.. Uggghh.. So sick..

2009-01-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

OHHHHHH yah yah yah!! Remember that Omar I mentioned in Nov last year(view archives)? I found out he's birthday :D! It's on 12th Jan. And he's 3 this year~! :D

2009-01-19T21:18:00.004+08:00

Went to eat reunion dinner yesterday.

There was alot of food :D

Peking duck, Shark's fin(I didn't eat though, I'm saving sharks :D), Soon Hock(I think. It's a kind of fish, super nice! Crispy+super fab sauce!), vege, roast chicken, noodles, steamed prawns, scallops fried in yam and coconut paste for dessert.

Haha :D

Great dinner!~

Everything is starting to suck lately. Suck in every single way.

I am officially and thoroughly annoyed and pissed off by you. Why must you retort and lecture me whenever it's possible? Does thinking rationally annoy you? I'm just doing what I think is right, I am not intentionally rejecting you, it's just that your suggestion COINCIDENTALLY is what I don't think is right. Is that wrong? Is having my opinions wrong? Shall I follow whatever you think, do whatever you do, live without an opinion of mine? If that's what you want then I am very disappointed in you.

2009-01-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

Was bored today :D

Hey!! I layed my own bedsheet :D

Haha, So girly, I know :D

My toes with new colour(:

Bored..

Zi-lian-ing

Idk why I did such a stupid pose but yeah..

Look hard..

..We are definitely siblings alright. Haha! :D

Still the same theme!

:DD

My messy table);

See that brochure at the top left side? That's where I'll be going for New Year :D
Don't miss me! XP

My dinner!

Disrespecting me is something I seriously can't tolerate.
And taking your own sweet time when I'm rushing isn't a very good way of respecting me.

2009-01-13T23:07:00.004+08:00

My brother found this on YouTube!

I think it's so cute!! At first it's kinda annoying, but when you watch it the second time, it'll seem so funny!! (that's just what I think.)

So sleepy lately. I hate school. I hate Chinese. And the teacher. She keeps asking us to copy useless stuff and goes through so fast no one can catch up with her.. She doesn't even teach.. OMIGODOMIGOD I WANNA CHANGE BAND!!!! DDDDD:<

Whatever..

2009-01-11T22:44:00.010+08:00

Went out for lunch today. Went to Vivo. To a Hong Kong Cafe. Kim Gary, i think. Haha, sounds like Jim Carey/rrey. Seriously no off. Just what I feel. So nice! <3>

Anyway. These few days might just be the worst few days of my life. I keep injuring myself.. Sheesh. My left middle finger has a splinter, my left leg has two cuts, my arms' muscles are aching big time and my heart is breaking apart. Ignore the last part. Just put it there to sound nice, seriously.

But I have to thank Wendy and Wan Wen, for comforting me. Really thank you, though it didn't help much. Maybe cause I'm too stubborn, not your probs, kay? And another person, you don't know who you are, for you know what you did. It really boosted my confidence, just for that while. Thank you so very much. (:
(full version in private blog, jfyi.)

If I were to make a wish, I would wish that God deprives me of all feelings, I don't want to feel it anymore. It hurts so bad. I won't believe it again. It's just a lie, a fairytale.

2009-01-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

Went for CCA recruitment thing today. Got a splinter. Sighs. Feeling melancholic right now..

Oh yah.

To Wendy: I found out the truth today, that's what happened. Don't ask, it still hurts..

2009-01-10T21:22:00.003+08:00

Btw, I forgot to thank Wendy and Wan Wen for accompanying me to the concert and autograph session respectively. So,

THANK YOU WAN WEN(you first, cause I promised you earlier)!! :D:D

Haha, you should thank me too, for letting you shake a hot guy's hand XP

and..

THANK YOU WENDY!! :D:D

2009-01-06T22:31:00.005+08:00

The pics!! :D

and vids :D

This one's from his blog :D Both baby and adult damn cute right? haha.

Seriously speaking, the adult's cuter :D

Sorry for the vids being blur);

2009-01-05T22:43:00.003+08:00

HELLO HELLO!!

Guess what happened to me these past few days?!?!

Ah hah!

Yesterday went to Mayday's 真正的快乐 concert!! Oh yes I did!! Isit cool or issit cool!! Damn fun!! We were all so high!! They sang the old songs like 恋爱ing, 天使, 倔强, 离开地球表面, 孙悟空 etc. And new songs like 突然好想你, 你不是真正的快乐, 笑忘歌, 夜访吸血鬼, 出头天, 春天的呐喊 etc. Then the 离开地球表面 we got so and so and so high!!! JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP!!! Ohkay, took some blur pics);

But anyway, today went to Mayday's AUTOGRAPH SESSION!! Even though was abit late and took only a photo, I still enjoyed it, cause I shook Masa, Stone, Monster &&&&& ASHIN'S hand!!~~~~ And now i even have their AUTOGRAPH!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D

And all their hands were very coarse, except Ashin's. Idk why, but his hand damn smooth lah! Once my hand touched his, it immediately slid in, cause it was so smooth!! Lol. :D

And they all smiled and say hello and thank you to me!!! :D:D:D

Especially ASHIN!! He seriously autograph-ed my lyric book, then looked up with his glimmering eyes with an innocent expression and smiled cutely and said thank you. OH. MY GOD. I almost fainted. Can't believe the Earth still has such an impeccable person. He doesn't even look like 33. He even looks younger than some stars in their 20s! Cause he rocks. :D

I think I'll post the pics some other day, I have to go now. Goodbye :D:D:D:D:D

2009-01-04T12:32:00.003+08:00

Hello(:

Yesterday me tup with Jing Jie and Wendy to do the Trefoil thing. We finally finished it!! :DDD

Here are some pics i took yesterday and before yesterday :D

Ignore the background voices. (:

Took this from my house during countdown.

Wendy won't take a picture no matter what): ...

... Wan Wen too ):

We came to school to collect our trefoil(:

Yay! Group photo! Even though the 2 parties behind were unwilling):

End product after painting trefoil yesterday :D

Was bored.

Very bored.

Our Trefoil!!

BOREDBOREDBORED

2009-01-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE '08 WELCOME '09!!

Finally, after a long year of 2008. Let the new year be a good one! :D

Btw, will be going for a cruise during CNY. So so so so happy! Never went before! I'm gonna go to the spa and pool and sauna and gym and whatever fun stuffs that are available!! Yay!! :D

2008-12-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

Went out today for gg. Again. First went to Chinatown to get the cloth for the banner. Then went to school to put the banner and get the half-done trefoil. Then went to Jurong to fix Wendy's lappie. Then cause inside have no space to sit, we went outside to sit. We were unaware that the door will be locked at 5.15 so we sat there for so long, until Wendy wanted to look at her number, and she realised the door won't open for her. Lol. But anyway, we soon got that problem solved. And we went home.

2008-12-29T21:58:00.001+08:00

Went out today for gg. After that we went to tiong, had lunch, then went to Safra for bowling. Haha ohkay I admit, my bowling is not really that impressive yet but at least I had fun :D Oh yeah I scored 53. Haha damn sucky I know.

2008-12-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

Went out to queue for Mayday's concert tickets. YAY YAY YAY :DDDD
Damn happy. Initially wanted to not sleep then start getting ready to go out at 5am. But when my mum knew she didn't allow me to go, cause she say very dangerous etcetc. In the end, she told me to go out only after the sun rises at 7. Damn sad lah.. I was scared that if I didn't go there early, there wouldn't be any left for me. Then she told me she'll accompany me to the thingy.

Last night I didn't sleep at all, except for the short 10 minutes between 6.30-6.40am. Then I woke up and get ready and stuffs, and I reached at the Central at 8. Oh, there were lesser people than I thought. Haha, I guess I was over-reacting, cause I was among the first, hmm, 100, maybe? And to top it off, the remaining people infront of me were there cause they stayed overnight at the Central. So yeah, I was among the first to reach on 28th December. Haha(:

Had Burger King for breakfast. Made me feel so uncomfortable. Idk why.

Anyway, my mum waited with me and because we could leave our seats for awhile, I went to loiter around with my mother. Haha. Then I loitered for too long I guess, the secuirity guards came and made sure everything was in place at the queueing up area, and I kinda lost my bag. I almost lost my queueing position tooo! Luckily I was lucky. (:

So yeah. Now I have 2 tickets to their standing concert :D YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!! Damn happy!!

Then afterwards mum went home, and WW and Wendy and I met up and randomly took an MRT to Seng Kang, then from Seng Kang took an LRT, made a round, went back to Seng Kang again. Then wanted to MRT home, but WW suddenly wanted to have roti prata cause the last time she went there she only ate ice cream. Then we alighted at Little India, realisind then that no one knows how to go to that friggin shop. After walking round and round we finally settled for some other nameless shop. Ohkay anything whatever.

2008-12-25T00:05:00.006+08:00

Hello :D

went out with my family today. At first we wanted to go Wild Wild Wet, but it was raining, so we went to Waraku to eat(it's at East Coast Park there, great Japanese food too!). After that, it was still raining, so we couldn't swim or cycle or go to Snowcity(cause we were not wearing long pants.). So we went to Marina Barrage. Took many photos(luckily I randomly brought my camara out :D). Gonna put them up as soon as Photobucket is done with them -.-

Anywayyyy,
Selfish means thinking of yourself before others, F.Y.I. I admit, I'm not totally selfless, but I definitely am not selfish. Well, most of the times. Whatever. Just. Randoming.

Oh yah.. People, do you know why I like going K so much? Anyone knows?(; Suddenly have an urge to explain + bored to tearrrs. I guess not. I like going to K cause... I LOVE TO SING TO THE MICROPHONE! :D Lol. I am so lame. I mean, seriously, that's the reason. That's why I can't sing at home and must go K, just so you know. Cause I like to hear my voice loud loud even though it doesn't sound nice at all~ Randoming. Again. Photobucket's 40% through already. ><>

OHKAY!!!~~~ Photobucket is finally done!!!~~

Here goes!~

My dad's masterpiece :D I reacted too slow..-.-

Guess what's this??

This! Their all empty water bottles.

Haha, that extra guy's my brother :D

Wanted to take the ceiling, but somehow the main focus is on STREAMS & LAKES

My adorable brother. :D

Inside this water droplet like thing is...

just this.

The walls very nice hor?(:

The plants on the ceiling looks so real..

My family :D

this is just. Random. Cause I like my nails alot. Haha. I done them myself! V^V(proud face)

Hey look at my toes~ Haha! done them myself too!

Loving brothers~

Dad scolding bro for playing with elevator.

Mum and I

People who walk fast

Person that walks slow

Person that walks normally.

Cause my dad was squatting down taking pics of something so we came over and followed him too. Haha(:

Bro and I.

Nails again :D

2008-12-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

Omigod.. Can't believe it lah.. Can I don't watch The Little Nonya already? Can't believe the Zhen Zhu and Tian Bao so @#$%^&*. So stressing lah Yu zhu so poor thing.. Sighs. Ohkay just randoming cause I just watched finish that show.

2008-12-22T21:37:00.000+08:00

Watched YESman today. So funny and nice~~

2008-12-21T22:22:00.003+08:00

I thought about it. My parents don't let me attend Yoga Lin's concert because:
1) The tickets are expensive
2) No one will be accompanying me.

So, if anyone nice and kind soul is willing to treat and accompany me to Yoga Lin's concert .. :D

Please please please this concert's so very important to me cause it's Yoga's first concert in Singapore and I'm really super desperate to go to his concert if any nice and kind soul is willing to buy me the tickets and accompany me there I'll do close to anything for you please please please!! I'll thank you so much until I'll lose my voice and I'll kneel down and kowtow to you until my forehead bleeds please!!

I don't want to be greedy, so any seating postition will do, THANK YOU!!~

2008-12-20T01:21:00.004+08:00

Oh, and I keep forgetting to mention, my mum bought this super cute thing!!

Haha, I know I might be a little too old for these kind of things but hey, I deserve to have toys too, yah? XP

2008-12-19T01:25:00.007+08:00

Went Escape Theme Park yesterday. Didn't actually went in, but around there. Didn't want to play cause it's so boring. So I went to shop by myself. Got pestered by 2 salesperson and almost blindly bought some product from them, but didn't. Mum came to the rescue and bought me an off-shoulder and a dress and a belt. Yay. :D

Went Bugis to eat Seoul Garden today. Didn't eat much. Unfortunately! Only had two plates of chicken, one plate of prawns, one plate of spaghetti, 3 cups of ice peach tea and 3 scoops of ice cream. The last time I went there I could eat more lah! So dissappointed in myself. Maybe I didn't eat much Cause I spent too much time on peeling the prawns. D;

Oh, and I accidentally knocked over an empty plastic cup to the other table's floor. Caused a big hooha. Everyone was looking at the table of 3 idiots giggling away. But yeah, was damn funny anyway. Can't blame us, right? XP

But anyway. Donated $8.50. How? Don't ask. Just so @#$%^&* to meet annoying people. Sheesh.

Oh yah. I can't go Yoga's concert already!! D;

kcufkcufkcufkcufkcufkcufkcufkcufkcufkcuf!!!

2008-12-15T23:40:00.004+08:00

Watched Cape No. 7 today. YAY. So nice~ Especially when the male lead's so hot :D
Haha. And the songs are all so nice~ And the Ah Pei so cute! Haha! Gonna watch YESman next Monday, gonna shop shop shop this Thursday. HAHA. So happy!! :DDD

2008-12-14T22:08:00.004+08:00

Watched finish Miss No Good last night. Haha. The ending not bad bah. Just that seeing Tang Men in those pajamas really quite awkward.. Haha.

Today went out to do grocery shopping. First went to Chinatown then went to Bukit Merah Central de NTUC to do the rest of the shopping. Then cause the green tea have offer, so we bought like 4 bottles of Pokka, 6 bottles of Heaven and Earth and 1 carton of Pokka. Then everyone that saw our trolley was like: "!!!!" Haha! So funny! Ohohoh and I saw Ben Yeo shopping at NTUC. Damn cool yah? (:

Goodbye(:

2008-12-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

I wanna go to Yoga Lin's concert!!~~

Yay zomg can't believe he's coming to Singapore!! :D:D:D:D

Soooo happy!!

2008-12-11T23:07:00.002+08:00

Went Snowcity today. For each Snowcity ticket will be a free entrance ticket to Science Center also :D so after we went to Snowcity we went to Science Center. First visit to Snowcity leh! Super cold lah! But abit boring also, cause we had to keep sliding over and over again -.-

so boliao. Then we got bored so went to Science Center. Then Science Center trip also very boring. So yeah, that's all.

Goodbye :D

2008-12-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

Oh yah btw, I watch until the part(Miss No Good) where Jia Si Le's mum is gonna discover that Jiang Xiao Hua is her daughter. I'm not sure actually, cause the preview showed that Ya An(Jia Si Le's mum) asked Da Shu(Jiang Xiao Hua's dad) if Jiang Xiao Hua was her own daughter, but he didn't tell her the answer, but I think she is lah. Hehe. :D

2008-12-09T23:07:00.003+08:00

Went to the book donation thingy. 25 new books. 17 are assessments. ):
Next year will be super busy.. Anyways, I saved a total of $166.40 for my own books. So WOW right? I haven't counted in my brother's share, but should be alot. Haha(:

2008-12-08T22:07:00.003+08:00

Oh btw, the doctor show on weekends at 7.30pm super nice. :D

Anyways, today I rented Money No Enough 2 to watch. The last part so touching lah, when the ah ma sacrificed her life for her grandaughter. I tried so hard to hold back my tears loh, but in the end I still cried. And the part when she didn't want to be sent to the old folk's home. Even though she seems like she doesn't know anything, she's actually aware of what's happening around her, and she still have to act like she's happy and all.. It should be very tough and painful for her bah.. Sighs.

Haha ohkay enough crapping..
Goodbye:D

2008-12-07T22:03:00.007+08:00

Hello, forgot to mention my phone's back :D and I have a new camara!! YAY.

and i used my camara to take my phone + it's new theme. :D

see see see?? It's ASHIN. omg damn cute right? Hahahaha! :DDDD

Oh yah and I'm watching Miss No Good now, and it's super funny, especially the behind-the-scenes part thing. And especially when Wilber Pan sat in that chair meant for kids and he got stuck and when he got off he pretended nothing happened. Haha! So cute and innocent face!

Now ep.7 loading so yeah.. Nothing to do. Waaaahhhh. All loading so slowly.. Idk have to wait until when.. -.-

Sighs. Hmm. Oh yah. Tue going to Snowcity! My first time there zomg! Can't wait~~

Haha ohkay I go watch my show already, goodbye. :D

2008-12-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

Omigod Ashin super cute in here! I love this MV+SONG+LYRICS+TUNE+SINGER!!~
I wish he will also come into my Kbox room by accident too);

2008-12-02T23:05:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored! );

When I was young, my mum told me that the maggi mee(??) soup caused the maggi noodles to remain hot for a longer time. Thus, everytime after I have cooked maggi mee, I would seperate the noodles from the soup. The dry noodles in a plate, the remaining soup in a bowl. Then I would eat my noodles like that. Come to think of it now, I was really dumb, cause it took 30mins to prepare a bowl of noodles.. Lol..

Uhh this incident randomly surfaced in my mind, so I'm blogging it. Sorry if I'm too random cause I'm bored.. Waiting for YouTube to load.. );

Hmm. I'm wondering if there is anything else?

Oh, right. My phone has been sent for fixing. I'll get it back within 3-5 days, which is sheer torture. I can't believe that I'm living without a phone now. When I wake up in the morning, I feel for my phone but to no avail. Then, I would suddenly remember that my poor phone is getting fixed. Then when I'm eating my breakfast the same thing will happen. And it will happen once every, idk, 30 mins? I miss my phone!! It's so terrible without a phone, especially when I remembered that my phone didn't ring a single time the whole day and start searching for my phone and I stopped suddenly and realised, again, that I'm phoneless. Great.

Ohkay, that'll be all for today, goodbye(:

2008-11-29T01:05:00.004+08:00

OMG OMG PEOPLE!! I NEED HELP!!!

Anyone can help me translate 出头天 into English alphabets? It's in Taiwanese, and I don't know Taiwanese. Please please please I'll love you forever whoever can help me THANK YOU!!!

在我的天頂甘有人會看見
看到我不甘願這樣過一生
在我的一生我甘願來相信
每一朵花都有自己的春天

在我的天頂大雨落不停
也不能改變到我的固執

永遠等待那一日咱可以出頭天
人生不怕風浪只怕自己沒志氣
那一日咱可以出頭天
我盼望的日子會真快來到我身邊

在我的天頂甘有人在保佑
怎樣我常常摔的頭殼流血
血乾會結痂失敗也不失志
成功是咱自己看自己得起

飄浪的日子等待著時機
我不信命運會這麼無情

永遠等待那一日咱可以出頭天
人生不怕風浪只怕自己沒志氣
那一日咱可以出頭天我盼望的日子
會真快來到我身邊

Thank you!!!~~~

2008-11-28T23:52:00.003+08:00

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIA RUI YANG!
Must work hard hor!

Went out to celebrate my brother's birthday and my getting into the course I want.
Brothers went to play lan. Mum and I went Bugis St. shopping. Bought 2 bottoms and a top. :D
Then we went to fetch my brothers and we went to Phin's Steakhouse for steak. Zomg super nice!! Idk how to describe but it's so nice when it's hot.. Like so.. WAHH kinda thing. So nice~~
And oh yah!

Project Runway Season 4: Yay zomg Christian won I knew he's gonna win!!~~
America's Next Top Model Cycle 9: Omg Allison's out. I thought she would last longer..

Haha ohkay Byee.

2008-11-27T22:24:00.004+08:00

Helloooooo :D

There's GOOD NEWS!!!~~
I officially have POETRY OF THE DAY AFTER by MAYDAY!!

YAY zomgggg I'm super happy!!!!

Can't believe I have their album!!

What I need now is a person/people to accompany me to their concert.

Anyone bought Poetry of The Day After?

Please please please accompany me go to their concert?

Cause there's currently no one going with me and if I go alone I'll be so lonely):

Goodbye,

2008-11-22T12:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ARRON YAN!(20th Nov)

MAY YOUR FUTURE DAYS AHEAD BE AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU!~

2008-11-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIE MING!!(18TH NOV)

WELCOME TO YOUR 3RD YEAR ON EARTH!!~~

2008-11-18T01:13:00.004+08:00

Went out today for guides. After guides, it was still early, so we decided to go somewhere to have fun. Then it started raining, and Edwina had to go fetch Wee Jun from the airport. And I realise I have afew Kbox tickets. Thus, we decided to go sing K. We asked Wan Wen to come along too.

Wanting, Jing Jie, Wan Wen, Wendy and me. 5.30, Jing Jie had to go): After that, I 'ordered' the song 'Li Kai Di Qiu Biao Mian' by Mayday again.

Then idk why we got super high, so we started jumping like mad monkeys all over the sofas, floor to the song.Cause it's a high song, so it's natural that we will get high. But I didn't expect the high-ness to be so overpowering. Anyway, we jumped and jumped and screamed and screamed until finally when the song ended ( D: ) we stopped. But we were still super high so we become like drunkards. We screamed the song and clucked like chickens(LOL!! WW~~) and jump around like kangaroos.

So yeah, main point is: I had lot's of fun today. Thank you girls for giving me such a happy time, and thank you for co-operating with me when I asked you to jump with me and swing your hands to the music. And thank you for making me laugh about that chicken thing. And thank you for not scolding me for not finishing the sesame biscuit. I LOVE YOU!! <3!!>

2008-11-15T21:39:00.004+08:00

This will be a fast one, cause I have to go bathe.

Thursday, 13th Nov
Wanted to go Escape, but in the end raining, so we decided to go sing k. Went to Clementi Kbox and sing until damn high( only me): ) cause of Mayday's Li Kai Di Qiu Biao Mian(leave Earth's surface). I followed the MV and jumped and jumped like crazy. But didn't went on the sofa :/ All because of that song, on my whole journey back I desperately itched to jump and jump):
Anyway, we also had fun MRT-ing home. Cause we saw a train leaving, therefore we thought that was our train, so we rushed for it. In the end, it took us to Jurong!! Then we alighted, hoping we can cross over and take a train back to Tiong. To reach the correct train, we had to cross the train in the middle. Cause the train in the middle was crowded and Wendy didn't know it was the wrong train, we got stuck in the middle of that train, which brought us to Bukit Batok. Wan Wen and I almost cried from laughing. LOL. And so we got high-er and started shouting until our surroundings steely squint-ed us. Finally, we boarded the correct train and MRT-ed home safely(:

Today, Saturday, 15th Nov
Went to Kbox again with my mum and 2 bros. After that we went to Clementi there to buy some stuff. In the end have so many offers, so I bought 2 bermudas and 4 shirts. Yay zomgggg damn happy :D:D:D Oh and yesterday I bought 3 little miss shirts. :DDDD Yay super happy!!!

Ohkay the end goodbyee(: